Monday, August 28
August the 28th - Life is Just so 'REAL'
Sometimes I just have to admit that life is just so 'real'. I cant just live in this world ignoring just sometimes how 'real' this world is. This 'real' world really consist of people who live thinking only about themselves. Just being plain selfish. Sometimes I do think that this is how we should live life. It's painful to live life like this, but sometimes i jst cant run away not thinking that every1 is like that. i m like that sometimes..
In friendships, once you are no longer close with a group, you are jst isolated in many ways. When they need help, they will come to you asking for help, and I will try my best to help if I could. When it's my turn to get help, sometimes I am being ignored or in someway being discarded. This is the REAL WORLD tht we are living in. At times, at these busy moments, we cant really remember everything that is happening, and when you are not close to any of your coursemates, you wont be reminded for forgetting important things. When u found out tht you have forget about something, it's too late, there aint a turning point for you. U are jst being left out. Really at times, we have to live this world smartly. How can we follow the ethics that is being thought strictly? Everyone is wearing a mask living in this world. How can we not wear 1? I admit, sometimes I am like tht too... Now I am stuck, no where... forgetting that one of my subject's assignment is supposed to group in 10 people and the list is submitted on 15Aug. thus, by now, every1 has submitted the group namelist.. and i jst realize. I admit is my mistake for forgetting..but cant any1 remind me? Or mayb i really doesnt have any friends close enough to keep reminding me.. really found out that I dont have close coursemates, 5th year of studying here, no close coursemates...i should be ashame of myself. Mayb is my problem...doesnt know how to make friends..or I m not in their category.. who knows...mayb if I am a student with CGPA 4.0 i would have more 'friends'. But too bad i am not...and i dont click myself into it...so i dun hv close friends in my course/major...really a pain...
Should I learn to think about myself? Be selfish living in this world full of 'sweet talks'? Help myself first b4 helping others? Mayb is time to learn to live life as how I am being treated... mayb is time to do some payback time...or just continue to live my life as it is..being 'used' in many ways? A dilemma....
Life is really so 'real'...
is jst so fake..
In friendships, once you are no longer close with a group, you are jst isolated in many ways. When they need help, they will come to you asking for help, and I will try my best to help if I could. When it's my turn to get help, sometimes I am being ignored or in someway being discarded. This is the REAL WORLD tht we are living in. At times, at these busy moments, we cant really remember everything that is happening, and when you are not close to any of your coursemates, you wont be reminded for forgetting important things. When u found out tht you have forget about something, it's too late, there aint a turning point for you. U are jst being left out. Really at times, we have to live this world smartly. How can we follow the ethics that is being thought strictly? Everyone is wearing a mask living in this world. How can we not wear 1? I admit, sometimes I am like tht too... Now I am stuck, no where... forgetting that one of my subject's assignment is supposed to group in 10 people and the list is submitted on 15Aug. thus, by now, every1 has submitted the group namelist.. and i jst realize. I admit is my mistake for forgetting..but cant any1 remind me? Or mayb i really doesnt have any friends close enough to keep reminding me.. really found out that I dont have close coursemates, 5th year of studying here, no close coursemates...i should be ashame of myself. Mayb is my problem...doesnt know how to make friends..or I m not in their category.. who knows...mayb if I am a student with CGPA 4.0 i would have more 'friends'. But too bad i am not...and i dont click myself into it...so i dun hv close friends in my course/major...really a pain...
Should I learn to think about myself? Be selfish living in this world full of 'sweet talks'? Help myself first b4 helping others? Mayb is time to learn to live life as how I am being treated... mayb is time to do some payback time...or just continue to live my life as it is..being 'used' in many ways? A dilemma....
Life is really so 'real'...
is jst so fake..
# posted by John Lim : 1:46 PM
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You know... I do face this problem. And at times, I feel down, and I mean really down. But if you look on the brighter side of things, your friends are out there; in the CF, your family, your housemates and your other close friends. It doesn't matter if you don't have any friends in your class, you still have great friends to support you whenever you need them. =)
Oh, and if you ever need someone, or something, I'm always here aights? Stay cool and god bless. =)
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Oh, and if you ever need someone, or something, I'm always here aights? Stay cool and god bless. =)
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