Sunday, February 10
Changes and Transition of Life....once again
Sorry, I did not update my blog for more than 2 months from the previous post. Suppose to post more during my semester holidays, but a lot of things came up before that, and I did not have the mood to post.
Just went through, or still going through some major changes in my life. Some decisions made was really hard, and very bitter to endure. Ending the thing was a huge decision made. It was a rough and painful path to choose, but some times the decision still have to b made if the thing is unable to continue further anymore. When the feeling is lost, there is definitely something wrong somewhere. And so it ended....
After that, I've decided to pursue more for God's kingdom and to concentrate towards my graduation. But somehow, the timing of the big decision made was bad and affected my studies..some part of it. Hoping for God's miracle, His mercy and His blessings...
It's been a while that I've stop serving in my church bcoz there were things holding me back in my life to fully and faithfully serving. But when I've decided to continue my service in church, moving to the chapel church which my main church has established in a new area, I've began to see answers which I used to asked last time and which I could not search the answers. I starting to find back the true meaning and the reason of my existence in life. For a few years, I did not hear God speaking to me and I felt empty or something big is missing inside. My heart wasnt complete, and I was struggling emotionally and mentally. After the major decision made, I've beginning to get hold of myself and began to b able to hear God's voice. It's been for straight 4-5 weeks, every Sunday during sermon, God has been speaking to me DIRECTLY and the words spoken were remedies to heal my heart and answers to my questions. I felt better in many ways, but of coz i cannot deny that there are still some bruises and cuts inside which are yet to heal completely. I know in time, God will heal it..
Finding my way back in serving wasnt hard, as I've been always in burning desire, jst that it was held back at that time partially due to it and my final year project workloads. Used to felt burdened, tired and often looking for way out from my duty, but now i felt more revived and refreshed each time. Felt good at this new chapel, as they really needed musicians... glad to b there. It seems to b a new start..overall. Congregation is small and i felt comfortable serving..for now. No politics yet *finger crossed*...
Some decisions are never easy to b made. It could be a painful decision, and that decision will bring us to a very rough path. But I've learned that to pursue for something we have long for, espescially for Christ is never and easy path...
Hope that I'll b able to walk through this rough passage.. and I know I am not goin to b alone...I know there is some1 to support, and I know I've many friends would as well....
Just went through, or still going through some major changes in my life. Some decisions made was really hard, and very bitter to endure. Ending the thing was a huge decision made. It was a rough and painful path to choose, but some times the decision still have to b made if the thing is unable to continue further anymore. When the feeling is lost, there is definitely something wrong somewhere. And so it ended....
After that, I've decided to pursue more for God's kingdom and to concentrate towards my graduation. But somehow, the timing of the big decision made was bad and affected my studies..some part of it. Hoping for God's miracle, His mercy and His blessings...
It's been a while that I've stop serving in my church bcoz there were things holding me back in my life to fully and faithfully serving. But when I've decided to continue my service in church, moving to the chapel church which my main church has established in a new area, I've began to see answers which I used to asked last time and which I could not search the answers. I starting to find back the true meaning and the reason of my existence in life. For a few years, I did not hear God speaking to me and I felt empty or something big is missing inside. My heart wasnt complete, and I was struggling emotionally and mentally. After the major decision made, I've beginning to get hold of myself and began to b able to hear God's voice. It's been for straight 4-5 weeks, every Sunday during sermon, God has been speaking to me DIRECTLY and the words spoken were remedies to heal my heart and answers to my questions. I felt better in many ways, but of coz i cannot deny that there are still some bruises and cuts inside which are yet to heal completely. I know in time, God will heal it..
Finding my way back in serving wasnt hard, as I've been always in burning desire, jst that it was held back at that time partially due to it and my final year project workloads. Used to felt burdened, tired and often looking for way out from my duty, but now i felt more revived and refreshed each time. Felt good at this new chapel, as they really needed musicians... glad to b there. It seems to b a new start..overall. Congregation is small and i felt comfortable serving..for now. No politics yet *finger crossed*...
Some decisions are never easy to b made. It could be a painful decision, and that decision will bring us to a very rough path. But I've learned that to pursue for something we have long for, espescially for Christ is never and easy path...
Hope that I'll b able to walk through this rough passage.. and I know I am not goin to b alone...I know there is some1 to support, and I know I've many friends would as well....
One step at a time.....
to make changes.......
past memories are fading...
walkin through a complete new path...
to make changes.......
past memories are fading...
walkin through a complete new path...
# posted by John Lim : 11:07 PM
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