Friday, March 28
Pre-Graduation Syndrome
Guess I got myself into pre-graduation syndrome.
Thought that I would not get it, or thought that I have prepared for.. a year ago but I guess too many things happened just before my graduation made me this way. I don't know, maybe is not.. maybe I am thinking too much. Just maybe...
Starts to feel detached with the people around me or maybe in the middle of this process.
..or maybe I was never in cliqued from the very beginning, was just an illusion.
Regretted how somethings are right now, but I can't turn the time back to avoid all of this..
Have I built good enough friendships around me? or I've destroyed them more? It seems destroyed is more obvious...
Did I gain more friends? lost them or I've created more enemies?...
Have I done enough in this part/chapter of my life journey? Not so sure about tis...
My last post, I've posted about transition of life. It seems that transition had left some bad footprints in some part of it... but some part of it, I am glad
Have I completed all the necessary subjects to be taken? Should be...
Am I really enjoying this final semester? It doesn't seems so or am I jst lying to myself.. maybe some part of it I am really happy, jst some part...
Did I really enjoy my study life here in MMU? Really not so sure about this... maybe when u ask me 1 year ago i would say yes, but now some part..
I used to be enjoyed while thrashing people on their birthday, but during Victor's bashing yesterday, maybe just enjoyed a lil on the preparation. Not during it... but come on, is Victor Kee's bashing!!!.... too bad, I jst didnt do the extreme which I've always wanted jst b4 i grad...
I didn't want things to happen tis way, but it did. I guess these are the consequences of choices made...
Starting to feel that people around me have changed... or maybe because I've changed..
A new voyage is about to begin...
Thought that I would not get it, or thought that I have prepared for.. a year ago but I guess too many things happened just before my graduation made me this way. I don't know, maybe is not.. maybe I am thinking too much. Just maybe...
Starts to feel detached with the people around me or maybe in the middle of this process.
..or maybe I was never in cliqued from the very beginning, was just an illusion.
Regretted how somethings are right now, but I can't turn the time back to avoid all of this..
Have I built good enough friendships around me? or I've destroyed them more? It seems destroyed is more obvious...
Did I gain more friends? lost them or I've created more enemies?...
Have I done enough in this part/chapter of my life journey? Not so sure about tis...
My last post, I've posted about transition of life. It seems that transition had left some bad footprints in some part of it... but some part of it, I am glad
Have I completed all the necessary subjects to be taken? Should be...
Am I really enjoying this final semester? It doesn't seems so or am I jst lying to myself.. maybe some part of it I am really happy, jst some part...
Did I really enjoy my study life here in MMU? Really not so sure about this... maybe when u ask me 1 year ago i would say yes, but now some part..
I used to be enjoyed while thrashing people on their birthday, but during Victor's bashing yesterday, maybe just enjoyed a lil on the preparation. Not during it... but come on, is Victor Kee's bashing!!!.... too bad, I jst didnt do the extreme which I've always wanted jst b4 i grad...
I didn't want things to happen tis way, but it did. I guess these are the consequences of choices made...
Starting to feel that people around me have changed... or maybe because I've changed..
A new voyage is about to begin...
# posted by John Lim : 9:59 AM
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Go graduate only lar. Talk so much.. =P
It's a phase that all of us will go through eventually. Knowing you for tis long, I just want you to know that I've seen the good footprints that you have left on different individuals through little act of kindness and love that you have shown. Though this little act may seem insignificant to you, it has meant something deeper to another person. You may be loud in person, but you love people and give out of yourself silently to those who really needs it, and that makes all the difference to that person. Whatever it is, most importantly your deeds and act of service towards people never will go unnoticed by Our Father in Heaven. =)
Be bold, brave the possibilities of this new phase in life, knowing that He is holding on to you.. =)
It's a phase that all of us will go through eventually. Knowing you for tis long, I just want you to know that I've seen the good footprints that you have left on different individuals through little act of kindness and love that you have shown. Though this little act may seem insignificant to you, it has meant something deeper to another person. You may be loud in person, but you love people and give out of yourself silently to those who really needs it, and that makes all the difference to that person. Whatever it is, most importantly your deeds and act of service towards people never will go unnoticed by Our Father in Heaven. =)
Be bold, brave the possibilities of this new phase in life, knowing that He is holding on to you.. =)
Mayb I am acting leh.. wearing a mask. Just to leave proudly :P
Haha. Thank you so much for ur compliments. :)
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Haha. Thank you so much for ur compliments. :)
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